I Had Failed Myself

Sunday 3-8-08


I had Failed myself for the second time .. !! Remebering after my exam i thought that i would pass, with a clip of an eye my dreams just got crush ... Well .. I think i should just stop dreaming and start to think about the reality in life.. @@!!

When will i suceed ?? After spending 1k , 10k ?? Everytime i failed it would be like money down to the drain .. SO CHAAMM... If there is a choice i rather not go for EXAM .. Stress myself up only

ABANDON BY YOU !!

Saturday 2-8-08


Have you ever felt abandon by somebody ? If you haven't that its your luck ..
Well, i had felt this same feeling twice ... And on Saturday which is the date i had written up there was my second time .. Why must you leave MALAYSIA?Remembering the first time i felt abandon was 9 years old . How can you teachers just teach half way and then abandon your students? Tak Da TANGGUNGJAWAB Langsung .. !! Why ? Why ? Why fly away from Malaysia not only that but so far away ? If i were to fly there it takes me more than 20 hours .. !! Remembering the first day i went for my singing classes .. I was afraid was afraid that i could not express myself in the song.. Remebering the first assigment you asked me to do ..The knowledge that you had given me i will always remember .. Cause i remember very well when i just first came in to sing , my singing was just sooo HORRIBLE .. But i improve and i am glad ... ^^!! But sadly you only thought me not more than a year .. !!

Haizz i think that this is life .. Humans come Humans leave .. But I HATE BEING ABANDON BY YOU !!!

-ALYSSA-

Saturday 2-8-08


I am sorry
I am sorry
I am sorry !!!!!!

I am not mad nor angry anymore .. I was the one who wanted you . I am sorry for choosing favourites. I am sorry for not playing with you .. I am sorry for making you jealous and MOST OF ALL i am sorry for not giving you my attention ..! OO!!
After you bite me suddenly i was just awaken .. You tought me a lesson .. A lesson that i would never forget .. Thank you ...

P.S I Love You

-ALYSSA-

AJK !!

Friday 1-8-08

Need to be a good girl dy .. !! Just got a post in the AJK board .. Do not even know how to cope also .. but will just pray hard .. ^^!! Actually our school cannot be CLEAN !! We need to Brain Wash students only they will pick up rubbish lar ..
Sekarang zaman apa ? Do you think that a person would pick up all of the rubbish they see ? Even they do so it will take years just to pick all of the rubbish up . There's SOOO MANY RUBBISH everywhere ,, !! But Nevermind will still try my very best to do my job :)

Kung Fu Hip Hop

Rated as U ... Cantonese movie and a give it a try movie.. ^^!! Well the story basically full of dancing not really alot of Kung Fu .. But their dancing moves will blow you up .. They are just so good no GREAT !!! And theres alot of pretty girls and leng zai .. hu hu .. ^^!!
Kung Fu Hip Hop- Give it a try movie..

Sex And The City

Do i reallly look like 18 year old or does Yee Lyn look more like a 18 year old? Well... I am a movie freak ! So we watch Sex And The City ... On that moment when i was there with Yee Lyn to buy the ticket woah i was sooo afraid as it was the first time i am doing such a thing .. But we got pass !! Well overall the movie was not that 18 pl ... Just alot of kissing .. Woah their kissing is soo hardcore .. hehehehe Fulamak man !! It is a 2 hours long movie but intersting .. funny...romance.. and most of all the girls are hot !!
Sex And The City - A must watch movie ..

Pengawas Camp

The sentence that keep going in my mind is ... Let Me Ask You .. - ARE YOU A LOOSER ? Wow this is a dam good sentence !! Okay back to the topic ... I pack my bag with sadness .. 4 track bottoms, 5 shirts,energy bar etc etc knowing that i would miss alot of fun stuff at home .. ==!! Okay went to school registered my name .. Then proceed to library with a happy face of mind thinking that YES I WOULD BE HAVING AIRCOND TONIGHT !! But sadly to say that wasn't out sleeping place ..Waited for everybody was soo dam freaking boring .. The Fasilitators was telling us about the camp and some rules and regulations!! After that they spotcheck everyone's beg.. Well kan saya budak baik so tak bawa barang larangan ..(kononya lar)^^!! Okay night time... We were form into groups .. And we are the MONKEYS!! WALIAO WEH soooo suit me ,,, kakakaka... All of us like to talk .. thinking about it i kinda miss my group ... ^^!! NO NO NO !!! It was OBH game time... Boring lar wei dah lar never tie my key nicely can see, somemore so sleepy nak kacau orang .. But however it is a game that consist lots of nilai pengajaran and i learned something about myself MY HEAD IS BIG!!!!
Second day , well so early wake up ... still sleepy ... after exercise and breakfast we needed to bentang our group logo...then walking on glass well did not get a chance thanks to ...... (not good to tell name)and the best event AMAZING RACE !! full of fun and "AMAZING" games!!Then malam budaya
Third day , much much more a relaxing day only need to do gotong royong .. THEN GO BACK

Movies

I am a movie gig !! Well i had watch a number of movies lately ... ^^!!

A Must Watch Movie-Hell Boy 2

Funny - Kung Fu Panda ^^!!

Humour and action- Get Smart

Sad-Sepi ( i dont even understand just that alot ppl cried)

Action-Hancock ( wasn't that good as i imagined)

3D-Journey To The Centre Of The Earth

And Finally ....

The Movie That Made Me Sleep -Badman The Dark Knight

Well All of the above movie was the reason for me to be sooo busy all day long .. ^^!!

Movies that i would want to watch

-21
-The X Files
-The Mummy
- Kung Fu Hip Hop
-Meet The Zohan's Brothers
-Red Cliff
-The Guru
Basically everything that i know ... hehehehe ..( loosing all of my money to TGV^^!!)

Ujian intervensi 3

Yeah !! I am over with ujian intervensi ketiga !!!

Well this is our time table -

Tuesday-Malay, English, Maths
Wednesday-Science, Sejarah, Moral
Thursday-Geography,KH,Chinese, Art

Em... this term exam was not too easy not too hard ^^!! Well another word for it is AVERAGE !!

Putting on weight

Ish ,,,, If i knew that this was going to happened i should not go to the doctor .. !! Believe it morning i need to drink Anlene milk , a piece of bread .. thats not all vitamin C, B and iron tablets... Gotta put on weight ... Eating lots of carbohydrates.. !! By that time i finish doing all this i would be soooo FAT .... NOOOOO !!!!!! I need to go on a diet liao ...

TUITIONS!!

... What a nice day ...
4 HOURS of PURE long TUITION !! I cannot belive that i actually lay my butt on that chair for 4 hours... Lots of sweets eaten by me in that 4 hours time .. WOW lots of calories... ==!!.. Need to go on a diet liao ... !! Todays class was all about Maths and Science... Hey my maths teacher has BIG BOOBS !! ps, his a GUY !! I bet if he was to wear a bra he would be cup B or C !!! Waliao Weh ... ^^!!

-alyssa-

Friday 4 Jun 08

WOW .... Eu Jin is soooo FAT !!!! heheheh and LESLIE is soooo thin but they both look sexy in swimming costume... !!! ^^!! ... What a nice weather to swim ... Me, Yee Lyn, Eu Jin, Leslie, Beatrice,Lim and Sam all went swimming .. !! Poor Eu Jin got bullied by everyone of us ... well except his cousin sam .. ^^!! What to do his the shortest among us .. Wondering whether is he even 5 ft ...?? Gossiping in the swimming pool was fun .. Was a new thing to me .. ^^!! But not fair only Lim get to stand .. What to do he is sooo tall like a giraffe... So basically i wasn't that tall too... After swimming we when to Feeling Cafe.. ^^!! We open buku akaun pemiutang dan penghutang .. As lim did not bring cash .. hehehehe learning KH .. Had a nice cup of Swiss Garden Coffee... After that me and yee lyn went tuition .. !! Oh ya Yee Lyn got a hair cut yeah ... it looked better .. at least there is a shape .. ^^!!

My Birthday 15June

Celebrated my birthday with my best friends.. In Feeling cafe.. Well we celebrated on a Friday .. Amelia .. Beatrice and Leslie had a hair cut first .. hu hu .. !! Amelia cut her hair SHORT ... !! well after that we proceed and when to feeling cafe .. Had a really great time there .. I did not expect that my friends would buy me a cake .. ^^!! But thanks to Amelia aka Jamelia my hair was full of cake ... Ewww,,, It makes my hair look soooo oily .. !! But of course i did my revenge to her .. hehehehe.. We went to Jusco after that .. And the best part was when Chew and Amelia when to MPH together .. WOOOHOOO !!! I bet is a dream come true for Chew .. !! Only them both went .. But nobody knew what happen when they went there .. Chew should took this oppurtunity to hold Amelia's hand ... hehehee... Oh ya almost forgotten .. The most embarassing part ever in my birthday .. All of my best friends sang happy birthday song for me sooo loudly till everyone can hear it.. But well it is a great experience ...

-Alyssa-

Fish Leong

My only female idol and it would be .... - FISH LEONG-

Well... yea she is short .. But do not judge her because she is SHORT .. !! Fish Leong is a singer that lasted ten years and still going famous ... !! Althought she is already 30 years old but she still look sooo young .. She is a talented singer.. ^^!!Her eyes can just atrract you .. like in a minute.. Her voice can melt you down in a second.. Her birthday is on 16 June !! Which means our birthday date is soooo close.. only one day apart .. !! Well,, of course i hope that Fish leong can pull a concert in Malaysia .. I will be shouting non stop .. xP !!!

My only female idol - Fish Leong

-Alyssa-

WELCOME TO MY BLOG !!!

Hmmm... Greetings everybody ^^!! I am kinda new in this blogging thing .. My name is Alyssa , 15 this year i am from Malaysia.. 15 June is my birthday .. Well let me describe myself.. Em... i am not really tall , i am not really thin, but i have big eyes.. hehehe... I sleep alot , eat alot and most of all play alot.. ^^!! zzZZzz... My interest are on music .. GOSH music is my life... !! Really hope to be a superstar one day .. xD ( perasaan gila )....
Well... I really do hope people will come and visit my blog .. As i begin with all of my crazy stories.. I think .. Thank you .. ^^!!

-Alyssa-