I Had Failed Myself

Sunday 3-8-08


I had Failed myself for the second time .. !! Remebering after my exam i thought that i would pass, with a clip of an eye my dreams just got crush ... Well .. I think i should just stop dreaming and start to think about the reality in life.. @@!!

When will i suceed ?? After spending 1k , 10k ?? Everytime i failed it would be like money down to the drain .. SO CHAAMM... If there is a choice i rather not go for EXAM .. Stress myself up only

ABANDON BY YOU !!

Saturday 2-8-08


Have you ever felt abandon by somebody ? If you haven't that its your luck ..
Well, i had felt this same feeling twice ... And on Saturday which is the date i had written up there was my second time .. Why must you leave MALAYSIA?Remembering the first time i felt abandon was 9 years old . How can you teachers just teach half way and then abandon your students? Tak Da TANGGUNGJAWAB Langsung .. !! Why ? Why ? Why fly away from Malaysia not only that but so far away ? If i were to fly there it takes me more than 20 hours .. !! Remembering the first day i went for my singing classes .. I was afraid was afraid that i could not express myself in the song.. Remebering the first assigment you asked me to do ..The knowledge that you had given me i will always remember .. Cause i remember very well when i just first came in to sing , my singing was just sooo HORRIBLE .. But i improve and i am glad ... ^^!! But sadly you only thought me not more than a year .. !!

Haizz i think that this is life .. Humans come Humans leave .. But I HATE BEING ABANDON BY YOU !!!

-ALYSSA-

Saturday 2-8-08


I am sorry
I am sorry
I am sorry !!!!!!

I am not mad nor angry anymore .. I was the one who wanted you . I am sorry for choosing favourites. I am sorry for not playing with you .. I am sorry for making you jealous and MOST OF ALL i am sorry for not giving you my attention ..! OO!!
After you bite me suddenly i was just awaken .. You tought me a lesson .. A lesson that i would never forget .. Thank you ...

P.S I Love You

-ALYSSA-

AJK !!

Friday 1-8-08

Need to be a good girl dy .. !! Just got a post in the AJK board .. Do not even know how to cope also .. but will just pray hard .. ^^!! Actually our school cannot be CLEAN !! We need to Brain Wash students only they will pick up rubbish lar ..
Sekarang zaman apa ? Do you think that a person would pick up all of the rubbish they see ? Even they do so it will take years just to pick all of the rubbish up . There's SOOO MANY RUBBISH everywhere ,, !! But Nevermind will still try my very best to do my job :)

Kung Fu Hip Hop

Rated as U ... Cantonese movie and a give it a try movie.. ^^!! Well the story basically full of dancing not really alot of Kung Fu .. But their dancing moves will blow you up .. They are just so good no GREAT !!! And theres alot of pretty girls and leng zai .. hu hu .. ^^!!
Kung Fu Hip Hop- Give it a try movie..

Sex And The City

Do i reallly look like 18 year old or does Yee Lyn look more like a 18 year old? Well... I am a movie freak ! So we watch Sex And The City ... On that moment when i was there with Yee Lyn to buy the ticket woah i was sooo afraid as it was the first time i am doing such a thing .. But we got pass !! Well overall the movie was not that 18 pl ... Just alot of kissing .. Woah their kissing is soo hardcore .. hehehehe Fulamak man !! It is a 2 hours long movie but intersting .. funny...romance.. and most of all the girls are hot !!
Sex And The City - A must watch movie ..

Pengawas Camp

The sentence that keep going in my mind is ... Let Me Ask You .. - ARE YOU A LOOSER ? Wow this is a dam good sentence !! Okay back to the topic ... I pack my bag with sadness .. 4 track bottoms, 5 shirts,energy bar etc etc knowing that i would miss alot of fun stuff at home .. ==!! Okay went to school registered my name .. Then proceed to library with a happy face of mind thinking that YES I WOULD BE HAVING AIRCOND TONIGHT !! But sadly to say that wasn't out sleeping place ..Waited for everybody was soo dam freaking boring .. The Fasilitators was telling us about the camp and some rules and regulations!! After that they spotcheck everyone's beg.. Well kan saya budak baik so tak bawa barang larangan ..(kononya lar)^^!! Okay night time... We were form into groups .. And we are the MONKEYS!! WALIAO WEH soooo suit me ,,, kakakaka... All of us like to talk .. thinking about it i kinda miss my group ... ^^!! NO NO NO !!! It was OBH game time... Boring lar wei dah lar never tie my key nicely can see, somemore so sleepy nak kacau orang .. But however it is a game that consist lots of nilai pengajaran and i learned something about myself MY HEAD IS BIG!!!!
Second day , well so early wake up ... still sleepy ... after exercise and breakfast we needed to bentang our group logo...then walking on glass well did not get a chance thanks to ...... (not good to tell name)and the best event AMAZING RACE !! full of fun and "AMAZING" games!!Then malam budaya
Third day , much much more a relaxing day only need to do gotong royong .. THEN GO BACK